I know pain.I know pain. Pain is my friend.I don't bruise, don't scar.At least not on the surface.Oh, but I'm so tender. It hurts so bad.Even just a touch.Just a nudge.I cripple to the cold floor.I know kisses.Not on the lips.Never on the lips.On the neck.On the cheek.Even when you're gone.They remind me of the pain. Even when you're gone.I feel the spaces between my fingers.The ones that were filled by yours.I feel the water in my lungs.Your helping hand to comfort mine.I see the faces.People I once loved but no more. I feel the darkness.Where we hugged.Where we closed our eyes.Then the darkness within me.And the light in your
Purpose.Purpose.What would a story be?If there was no one there to read it.What would dreams be?If there was no one there to conceive it.What would a picture be?If there was no one there to see it.What would a secret be?If there was no one there to keep it.What would love be?If there was no one there to feel it.What would a song be?If there was no one there to sing it.What would the truth be?If there was no one there to admit it.What would advice be?If there was no one there to give it.What would life be?If there was no one there to live it.Kela Lewis-Morin
Love is a DiseaseLove is not an emotion.Emotions are formed,And can be controlled.Plato stated,"Love is a serious mental disease".An incurable illness,That makes cancer appear asA simple head cold.We can't choose who we love,Nor can we choosehow it takes over.This genetic mutation,Passed down,From the earliest of times,Can send even the most normal being,Straight to the insane asylum.It eats away at us,From inside-out.Suffering until the day we die.Love is not an emotion."Love is a serious mental disease."
Battle is all there is.We shall wade into battle.Through the blood and pain.Slaughtering everything like cattle.We ride over corpses and screaming bodies.Slashing,smashing and killing all in our way.There is only death and suffering through out the land.Money is nothing, fame is worthless.Bow down or die by my hand.Slash,smash,crash through the battlefield.Draw your blade and fight.Tremble before the power I wield.If killing is wrong, I don't want to be right.
The JourneyConsole me, for something has control of meO'how that feeling of elationIt plagues me so, from which it stoleMadness shall be the eternal chaplainCommands in which, the solace of the mindDoes find itself frantic, uproar and panicFrom which it were, stole my very skin blindTo do what is necessaryI have been chosen, I must take actionTo carry out a solemn task, I grow waryOf those around me, encircling they've bitten!My arm and my legs, damn these foul cretinsBack I say! Return to thy bastionThis journey is new and I naught a clueOf broken, yet fearless in natureLet those feelings of old, those feelings o'blueBe cast away into
ErrorsCold breath on my purple lips, The sensation touches my ears’ tipsEchoes of dead roses in a fierce-some gloomMy sorrow follows me as though it’s in full bloomThe open air levitates my still formThe coldness shocking me like a magnetic stormI lay lifeless, colder, stiller, than my skin an icy blueSpread out as to catch this morning’s dewThe mist is like a comforting blanketMy head, stripped of innocence, a blank planchetWaiting to be stamped by my failures Rather than face my sneering errorsCan’t I stay here, to be kissed by memories?Ladled out from the stagnant pool of the centuriesSoothing fingers stroke
Thoughts of a PrisonerThe executioner laughs devilishly,The other prisoners cringe in their chains,I answer not, nor plead so selfishly,I stand, for mine is what proud soul remains.I bear the brutal sting of leather whips,I smile as I bleed, laughing through the pain,He shouts with rage as I reply with quips,I dare not falter in the heavy rain.Try, try again, the leather strikes come down,Burning and stinging like hot iron brands,My smile doesn't fade, my eyes a lively brown,As I refuse to bow to his commands.I smile still, I spit blood in his eye,"You'll have to try harder to make me cry."
LiarStumbling, falling, slipping, calling.I'm a ghost trapped in a shell.Biting, ripping, bleeding, crawling.I'm almost gone- wish me well.Breaking, shaking, burning, aching.I'm far too numb to feel.Lying, crying, making, faking.I no longer know what's real.I burn a hole into my soul until I say goodbye.I'm too far gone to know it's wrong, or to even think to cry.Breaking off, feeling lost; is this how it ends?Push me deeper every day, until I'm far to cracked to mend-End.
AphroditeRoses shall not narrate thy holy eyesUndone by love, stars in disguiseBejewled fair face, only thou fitA blossom of hope that never wiltsBound by spell only thee I think ofAngel thou I love by the name AboveIndeed crystalline thine ethereal faceLike a trinket shaped with Lord's graceOr the falling benevolent winter snowValor wings thy hast heaven aglowEnchanting thy lips take my sightYoung and tantalized thy beloved heartOne that shudders but never falls apartUntying my hands Angel show me light.
BlackbirdA black winged bird sat atop a roof,Nonchalantly humming its caws and coos.For there on the street down yonder it peered,At the coming of jeers; the walking of fear.It saluted its foe and hopped to and fro,Unaware that behind the mask was a heart of gold.But the blood stained cheeks and pale white handsReached out for the bird, thus it succumbed to their demands.Feathers flew in the wind from the night time air,A whirlwind of darkness only the night could compare;The bird found a place where it could perch and respite,On the shoulder of a corpse oh, what a delight!A chuckle from a mouth that the he
I Feel the Darkness Embrace Me"We'll always be close"That's what we saidEven if Hell frozeAnd we were both deadThrough all this messAnd the thick and thinI could never love you lessMy perfect twinI don't know if you can feel itOr is it all in my mindBetween us, there's a little splitOr are you blindIt's awkward to hold youLike I did beforeI know we're throughBut still, I swore"Lovey-dovey as a couple""Lovey-dovey as friends"But now there's this bubbleAnd no way for amendsI admit there's a wallAnd it distorts my sightI don't want to drop the ballBut I suddenly see no lightMaybe you were always moreAnd never "just a friend"
Hollow Memory of a Distant ShoreYou are like a long passed season.As delicate as the footprints of sparrows in freshly fallen snow. Intricate, yet so easily disturbed when care is not taken. Somehow, you have managed to persist after all these years.Residing in the same quiet place you carved into the woods so long ago..Only a short ride from the sea.When you cross my mind, you carry with you the scent of that shoreline.Harsh and thick, yet somehow placating. Though the weather was perpetually gray, misty, and cold. Much like your heart had become..Just before we painfully, and slowly, parted ways.I recall with deep longing your fascination with foxes
Lucifer's fallLook at yourself!!Look! You're the brightest star of them all.See,darling,you're the most beautiful one,But still,you chose to fall.Your wings shattered,And your soul went black,Did you ever regret it,my dear? You keep it silent,there's no way back.You left heaven behind you,Do you miss it? I know I do,I miss the innocence and the glitter,The sweetness of the clouds and the truth.I miss my wings,Yes,honey,I lost them too.See,when you fell,I jumped. I fell with you.I just wish you'd take me in your embrace,Hold me tight and never let me goYour sinful lips on mine,Send me the wind and I'll know.I can feel
RevelationHere he comes, in shallow streamsTo row me off into my dreamsHis face appraised of silent screamsThe Boatman draws ever nearYet just as I'm certain of what it seems,An endless vast, where no light gleams,I question the make of these dim themes,And at last I am without fearAbove my brow the stars all shineEach made of their own designAnd a truth that I cannot declineBecomes, at once, infallibly clearWaste not a moment in search of signFor yours will never be as mineNo song sounds so divineAs when sung with your own cheerI offer to you what I've foundLift the burdens by which you're boundTake a moment to make
Breathe But My NameBreathe but my name in silent prayer,and I will meet you there -in an open field of golden grass,beneath the windmill, I'll wait and rest,while moments come and moments pass;until your shimmering shadow appears,moving like sunlight on stalks of wheat,as wildflowers dance and tickle our feet,our giggling smiles and eyes will greet.Breathe but my name in silent prayer,and I will meet you there -in the rushing current as streams converge,then flowing as one, like a new songheard in a dream as we both emergefrom the end of the old, forgotten path,amidst the magic of fairyland falls,of misty air and moss-covered rocks,drawn by th
RainShutter blind green colored eyesHalf open as he half dreamtSolitude the only existing repriseAn attempt of passing contemptThe world becomes monochromeAbjectly dimming in gray tonePassing by the blurred facesGhostly pale in the midst of a hellHis mind an unwelcoming placeThrice the rope spared, allowing a taleOf meandering regrets and eternal rainThe child of long past, he can not obtainIt has been so long, he scarcely recallsCrawling through the everlasting snowfallWhat caused the rainfall?This biting chill all wrapped in a pillThe start of it allYet now that rain stands still
No ForgivenessIn such a time as firs and curs;As their wrongdoings became a blur;Wrapped in lies a cloak and dagger;Yet to them this is a trivial matter;O'woe was he, who spat at them;Branded impotent in mind o'whim;Curses not finding a home this time;Thieves and betrayers forgiven of crime;The actions for naught, yet he did not;Forget nor forgive the rotten lot;Bitter and jaded and incarcerated;Memories were shackles they never faded;Within the confines of prison of mind;Our hero, the zero would soon find;Creator of him was the worst of them;A solemn shake of the hand sealed with a grin
Their Last StandWireless and radiance accolades and repentance;Marionette strings dancing as the bell rings;Manifesting in the hollow void rising incipience;Monolithic orbalisk of decadent thingsA shattering of our theophany;Abandoned here in final hours;No sympathy extended to our epitome;Turpentine toll of withered flowersFixation on prior misanthropy;Always blind as we never could see;All in which we claimed to be;Futility hath become our ministryEchoing as the ripples outwards;Those in the circle call you a coward;Flesh and blood covering their hand;The curtain draws, you've made your last stand
The DoveAnd through the glass so delicatelyI sat and watched with gleeNever before had I seenA beauty such as theeAutumn leaves of fire thereWith raven sometimes thoughLavender upon thy hairThe piercing brown o'glowAnd forever shall the poet waitWatching as the raven singsFor the liberated dove of fateCascade of colors dance in springLiberation from the prison ofCradle that comprehend naughtCherry blossom stains line the doveDelicately they line it's wings, soughtRelease of echoed pain;The flower of somniferumDoth bring a blissful rain;The clipped bird becomes numbO'heaven's speckles of lightShine and blessed thee;So that t